| I'm unsure of my life. Unsure of what to do, unsure of what I'll be, unsure of my future in general.
I still don't understand fully how to trust God with my future or better yet my life. And I know many people say that it's normal to be unsure of my future but it still makes me uneasy with the feeling of walking into an unknown future so vulnerable to everything--but I guess the uneasiness comes with the lack of trust in the Lord. What i'm mainly worried about is what college to attend and what major to take up. I'm unsure of the extent of my academic abilities because of my lack of effort in high school. I've made up my mind that no matter what I will devote much of my college life to studying (mostly to make up for high school). I understand that it will be difficult in pushing myself to even open up a book but hopefully that will be part of the "big change" that i'm expecting in college.
The career that i've currently decided to pursure is ... (drum roll):
- Pre-med (biology)
(I'm leaning towards Pre-med but i'm unsure whether I would be able to keep up with the amount of work given. That would probably be my only concern; Any tips?)
In order to achieve this career, my college choices are somewhat limited to a few:
- University of Science in Philadelphia
(This institution is purely science driven. The only downside is that if i decide to completely change my major, I would have to transfer schools which is a tedious process that may take more time than given.)
- American University (Washington D.C) REJECTED
(I heard that they offer a very successful Pre-med program that gave students the ability to go on to Med-School. approx. 90% of the Pre-med student body went on to Med-School--very promising. However, it's far from home and very expensive.) Ah well, maybe i'm thinking too much about the future and "leaning on my own understanding"(Proverbs 3:5)instead of our Heavenly Fathers. Well, it's late and i've got to go to school tomorrow. The only thing I can do is pray about my future. Hopefully, God will answer my prayers. With Love,
JP |
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